November

At the beginning of November,

I had made myself conscious

That someones gonna grow older.

I knew remarked it on my schedule.

I had many plans to do.

But who are you to be remembered?

Sorry, you are not my priority.

From the first time, you were not.

I remembered you ever told me.

“Don’t make me your priority. Family is No 1. Study is No 2.”

Thanks for your best advice

Until now, family and study are two things I want to focus on.

But, I still remembered your day, don’t worry.

I still remembered it after I had finished a lot of my tasks.

Remembering you made me felt like it was not me.

Because I have never been so happy in my life like this.

This time and later, I've found myself.

I wanted to wash you away.

I really really wanted to.

I thought again maybe you gave some color to my life.

So, I let your trail imprint on my soul.

To make me remember about moments.

That it was real.

I hope we can stay as friends.

Not more. Not even best friends.

Because I've met the best people in my life.

I know I will meet my best partner in life. I know you will too.

I'm pretty sure about this.

So, yeah... that is.

If you are dejected because of me, then you can remove me forever in your life.

If you are okay with this, then let us be ordinary friends.

We only need to live each of our lives differently.

Busy of our dreams and ambitions.

Talk less because of the heavy schedule.

And maybe later...
We will finally forget each other.

Yes, let's just be friends.
A very ordinary friend in which I don't mean to you and you don't mean to me.

Unless you bring me some advantage me and so do I.

In the end, I wish you a very happy life and the best of luck.